A Generally Public Blog

Jan. 10th, 2026 01:42 am
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While I do have a small number of locked posts, for the most part, everyone can see every post I post here. This is because my blog is not my diary.

In fact my diary largely exists only in my head. I feel this gives its contents maximum security, though it does have the disadvantage of being somewhat unreliable.

In any event, if I put a post on my blog, the purpose is generally for other people to see it, whether it's discussing an interest of mine or political thoughts or even thoughts about myself or my personal life. I think social media is great for sharing thoughts, so I like to take advantage of that. It does unfortunately increase my noticeability, but I feel compelled to share ideas.
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I've long accepted that I just need to interact with other people if I am going to live in a society, as we do, but I also think there are a lot of problems with me doing that which have no easy answers.

I was meant to be the person sitting quietly in the corner, passively observing other people interacting. But since the world is such a dumpster fire, I guess I have to do stuff or whatever.

Lurking

Jan. 9th, 2026 01:42 pm
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Having been a constant lurker at one time, I can sort of understand people who don't like to post anything, even if its not particularly private.

At the same time, because of how social media works, lurkers are often a lot more obvious in these environments due to people making empty accounts to follow others. So it's not pure lurking, because the person being observed knows you are there, which may creep them out.

Dreamwidth Comms

Jan. 8th, 2026 05:47 pm
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It occurs to me that I haven't been as active seeking out communities on Dreamwidth as I have on Pillowfort. That's something I should maybe look into.

This is not to say that I haven't joined or participated in any comms here, because I certainly have, or even that I haven't made my own, because I have also done that. Just that I feel like I haven't done that as extensively here as I have on Pillowfort.
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I think there's a tendency to do one of two politically harmful things: one of which is to mistake self-punishment for politically restorative action, another is to mistake an active choice to remain politically ignorant for avoiding the former.

I think it is important to avoid both of these tendencies. We must guard against the tendency to criticize ourselves merely for the sake of criticism, as if our guilt alone somehow cleanses us of culpability. We must guard against the attempt to expose ourselves to the negative merely for the sake of it, but also against the tendency to avoid the negative and the unpleasant because we assume political futility; because we assume there is no value in knowledge that may be difficult or upsetting for us to confront. Because there is value in that knowledge--confronting that knowledge is the first necessary step to the actions that can heal our world.

Vegan Food Shouldn't Be So Hard

Jan. 6th, 2026 11:23 pm
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The only reason it's ever more difficult to eat vegan is due to the selective way that that food is stocked in grocery stores and what is presented in restaurants.

Most of it is relatively easy to veganize, certainly nothing that would be beyond the current abilities of stores and restaurants. And this would certainly not be preserving the 'just pay more for stuff with cheaper ingredients' nonsense or 'just put up with an extremely abbreviated range of choices' nonsense or the 'just remove the meat leaving a sad shell of a meal' nonsense or the 'serve something completely different and unrelated to the regular theme of the restaurant' nonsense that is so often employed for vegan food replacements.

Like the primary reason processed vegan food is often so comparatively expensive is that it doesn't have access to the economies of scale that nonvegan food does. If it did we'd be able to get huge blocks of vegan cheese for less than it costs to make dairy cheese. Likewise, there's no inherent reasons that there needs to be fewer types of vegan options available. In my vegan utopia, there will be as many options of vegan cheese as there is dairy cheese in our current meat dystopia. More options, even! Vegan green cheese with vegan green ham! Vegan bleu cheese and Star Wars style vegan blue cheese! And more!

Also, why is it so common to think that the vegan version of a dish is just the meat version with the meat removed? If I want a replacement for spaghetti and meatballs, I want a vegan substitute for the meatballs. You can't just say, "Oh, I veganized spaghetti and meatballs" and then just give me a plain spaghetti with marinara, no parmesan! Unacceptable! Vegan meatballs are cheap and no more difficult to produce than murder meatballs. Even making vegan parmesan at home is just a few ingredients, a food processor, and a few minutes of time away. Am I to believe restaurants cannot possibly handle this?

Also, if the theme of the restaurant is barbecue, why is the vegan dish a hummus platter? Am I to believe that barbecue soy curls or seitan or jackfruit or tofu are all somehow too hard for a restaurant?

Like the only reason any of this is ever comparatively harder for customers is because of an active, concerted effort by suppliers to suck up to the meat and animal products industries.

Happiness and Having Enough

Jan. 1st, 2026 11:13 pm
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The best amount of money for someone to have is enough. Happiness is not independent of money, but it also cannot increase endlessly in correspondence with increasing income. An impoverished person's happiness can benefit greatly from more money, a rich person, not so much. There are so many bizarrely miserable billionnaires in this world.

Happy New Year

Jan. 1st, 2026 03:54 pm
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Random:

The purple talking llama in the ad distracted me so much that I closed the tab after it finished its bit, forgetting I hadn't yet watched the video I'd meant to watch.
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Near sunset, airplane contrails glow orange in the sky.
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Aluminum foil slightly crumpled and pulled out flat again is so pretty. A landscape of silver.
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